It grows slowly but surely
a struggle within that would change a man
A battle that might last a lifetime with only casualties to count
It’s a problem, it’s not uncommon
It’s in everyone, waiting for the time to explode into total chaos.
It could drive a man to kill someone or himself. It’s powerful but controllable, it’s not an invincible force. Sometimes this problem could turn into a helping hand. Like a double edged sword.
Right now it’s sleeping in me and wakes up now and then. I’m glad it’s still controllable because I know when it wakes up that chaos I’m talking about will happen.